hamari adhuri kahani – Vaani
Hlo frndz…my name is Vaani..m in 2nd year Bca…I m very optimistic person..n I have a jolly nature which help me to make new and good frndz…I want to post my story just bcoz I have no one to share my feelings n views n now a days everyone just make fun of it, no one truly understand our feelings..
This story is about me n my bf Shubham (shubh)
He is very caring and supporting person…he was the only person I used to talk the whole day… |
So not waiting much more time I should start my story…
It was
28th January
When I send him frnd rqst on Fb n he accepted my rqst..I thought he was my childhood frnd but I was wrong he was someone else…then talked for some days we both tried to know each other…then it comes chocolate day we decided to meet each other ( actually guyz I trust anyone very easily which then make me regret sometimes)
Ohk when we met he was wearing white shirt n blue jeans…in which he was looking so smart. Guys u know his first meet make me realize that he is the only one I can spend my whole life…we both loves each other company n we both started meeting everyday… When he was sitting too much close to me he said I m sure u don’t have any problem ! Actually guyz m kbhi kisi boy SE face to face baat nhi krti hu or Aaj jb vo insaan mere itna pass betha tha tb m use mana hi nhi kr pati…like days passed on 14th Feb he proposed me but didn’t say anything…I don’t know y but I wanted to do some (nakhra or drama ) like all girls do…then on 16th feb I said him I love you too…actually at that time he was not serious for me..he was just passing his time but i was in true love with him….we fought we cry we laugh we enjoy…everything was there in our relationship… I met his family..they all r very good person when I entered his house…his mom treated me very well…a wonderful hospi
tality w
as given to me…after then time passed..we both faced so many problems but when ur love is with u u can handle every problem…he always give me gifts when we complete one month of our relationship (teddies, bracelets, pendant, etc,etc)…uhhh… There will be no place where we haven’t go…I remember when he order something spicy he used to eat that from my hand n always say YEH TO BHOT MEETHI DISH HAI…there r many memories which make me smile n then upset..
Its was September 2014
I come to know he was cheating on me….I broked up !! I was regretting y I loved that very person who doesn’t know my value…guyz I can’t describe my feelings I can only write my words…I thought yr theek hai m baki girls ki tarah sensitive nhi hu na hi unki tarah mini skirts n shorts phenti hu but AGR m pasand nhi thi to starting m hi bta dete q kiya mujhse itna pyaar….that time he was so sorry to me…he realized his mistake… Many times he try to make me realize that he will not repeat his mistake again…guyz m khud usse itna pyaar krti thi to Maine unhe ek moka or diya…then he become very caring and possessive towards me…one day he said aap mere liye kiya kr sakte ho I said apne parents KO bina hurt kiya kuch bhi…he said to aapke jitne bhi male frndz hai unse baat krna band kro or apna no. Change kr lo… I said ohk that was so hurting bcoz un male frndz m aese kayi frndz the jin SE m face to face baat nhi krti thi but chat PR apni feelings share krti thi…b
ut I tho
ught ki AGR us ek insaan k liye meko itna SA krna padhe then whts the big deal..aese hi time guzarta gya…ab aesi situation aa gyi thi ki m bhot irritate hona start ho gyi thi shubh ki restrictions SE yh nhi krna vo nhi krna yha nhi Jana vha nhi Jana…mujhe tym do etc etc kayi baar mujhe regret hota tha kiya his insaan KO Maine choose kiya vo galat hai kya….but kiya krti yr pyaar bhi to usse hi krti thi…
Vo bhi mere liye bhot serious ho gya tha…mere liye use chodhna impossible ban gya tha bcoz he always use to say m aapke bina nhi rhe sakta u r my life etc etc…Maine is love life m bhot kuch adjust kiya tha but fir bhi m usse bhot pyaar krti hu…Maine us insaan SE apni hare tarah ki problems n issues share kiye hai Jo Aaj tk Maine kisi KO nhi btaye…aesa ho gya tha jese surf bhi ek insaan hai merit life m….but guys m aapko ek baat bta du ki m apne dad SE bhot pyaar krti hu unke liye to m jaan de bhi sakti hu or zarurat padhne PR kisi ki jaan le bhi sakti hu ( zyada ho gya kya ) but yh true ha
Now comes 28th may 2016 ….jb mere dad ne mujhe bola mere sir PR hath rakh k kasm kha that u have no boy in ur life ab kiya bolti….simply Maine dad KO sab kuch sach sach bta diya…I can’t tell u his condition after hearing this…unhone to mujhse baat krna band kr diya or vha shubh hospital m admit Jo gye his condition was so bad after thinking ki ab him sath nhi rhenge…one day maine shubh ko bola will u marry me then he said ki m q krunga marriage aapse mere ghr vale thodhi manenge to maine unhe bola jb aapko mujhse marriage krni hi nhi hai to abhi tk tyme q pass kr rhe the to unhone bola ki he wants to marry me but his fakily will not allow him…gb mujhe laga ki mere dad sahi thi one month tk unhone mujhse baat nhi ki us one month m aesa ek bhi din nhi hota tha jb m royu na…but after one month dheere dheere sab kuch theek ho RHA ha…mere dad ne mujhe ek chance or diya hai…n an m unka yh trust dubara break nhi krna chahti….but yr mujhse RHA bhi nhi jata kabhi k
abhi I u
sed to call him…i missed him a lot I don’t know vo mere liye serious the ya nhi the but m bhot pyaar krti hu unse….or kisi KO bhi apni life m imagine nhi kr sakti or ab dad KO or hurt nhi krna chahti…I want to move on but also I want to wait for that day when he become financially set n independent n come to my home to convince my dad…my love n my dad both r very precious in my life …I m confused I should talk to shubh or I should move on .??
Plz guyz Jo bhi reply do yh soch kr Dena 2 years 3 months maine uske sath spend kiye hai…I love u I love u soo much shubh hope so aap bhi mujhse bhot pyaar krte ho (mujhse bhi jyada)…I always pray aap jahan rho jiske sath raho humesha khush rho god bless u n tc…
Thnkx guyz meri is complicated story KO read krne k liye..
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